Until the End

They told me that I
was emotionally
malnourished when
I was young.

I now find
myself digging
to find a
song not sung.

Made to shut-up
and obey when
it was time
for count.

I keep having
thoughts of you
naked that I want
to mount.

I hit the main
line running
so I wouldn't be
doing hard time.

I jumped into
the vampires den
without any
reason or rhyme.

It was naive
of me to think
I'd be worthy of
having a friend.

A righteous effort
that fell apart
leaving me lonely
until the end.