fine tuning the process of alienation allows life to be neglected
nauseated by the choices that are left to be selected
addiction screams loudly but I am the only one who can hear it
conviction makes a mockery in the fact that I fear it
rotting in decay is the promise that you once made
in the twilight of finality I watch the glitter fade
I once believed
now deceived
I was able to stand
only to be damned
incoherent ramblings describe the calls
the ravenous feed on my soul as the curtain falls
a karmic remedy of the witches brew
a memory that forgets what I once knew
holding on to the razor that cuts the pills
your kiss is the pain that so beautifully kills
your words a nightmare left for my eternity
your love was the end, the final death of me
now in a shell with the ghosts of a past
a curse of corruption that was meant to last