He was closest to my heart but became the one I most resented. She displayed no recognition of truth when it was presented. I was werewolfing out while the joke was all on me due to a loss of free will. I let down my guard and love crept up, moving in on me for the kill. I'm trying to showcase the truth through lying on the spot. You toyed with me, to make me into something I'm not. I've let loose on this present moment to destroy us all. Succumbed to lust on the backside of yesterday's fall. Looking back in time, the stage was set for the death of me from the start. Each moment gave way to a notion of insanity that tore it all apart. Through the mirror you are now self-righteous and innocent for what you've done. I'm just letting all the bullshit be the best of me, as my life ends behind my gun.