can't find the words

In a sea
of darkness
giving no signs
of life.

Using a method
of madness
rejection cuts
like a knife.

Fallen prey
to lies
hidden
at arms length.

Falling in love
only gives
away
my strength.

I knew
who I was
but the mirror
is now broken.

I knew
you loved me
until the words
were spoken.

I believed
in something
before
my life
faded away.

Can't stand,
can't speak,
but there
is so much
more to say.

A love
come lately
too damaged
to be
complete.

Pain,
so overwhelming
it's hard
to be
discreet.

Broken memories
down broken roads
with broken lives
scattered.

A belief in
who I am
once complete
now left shattered.

A beautiful
lie that I made
things right.

Grasping hope
while darkness
devours my light.

The remedy,
a taste of your lips,
locked in our room

and,
the feel of your hips,
cuming together soon.

Close to falling apart
not sure
I can see
it through.

Can't find the words
to say that
right now
I need you.