the race began and was called off
while I was still
barreling down the track
all that was taken
while demons were raping my soul
I can no longer get back
gestures mimicked in shadows
showing the distaste of embarrassment
amongst their righteous indignation
the darkness drawing in
the truth within me that
there is no chance of salvation
cauterizing the open wound
with numbness
I only seemed to make matters worse
an unspoken abomination
finding no pity and no shame
but still trying to unwind the curse
hoping that
this legend of misery
teaches a lesson
and those who hear it listen well
bringing life into this world
without nurturing
is nothing
but a nightmare in a living hell
or could it be
that I was just born no good
somewhere, something,
must be misunderstood
within the suffering
amongst the darkness
the silence was the loudest sound
in the last few days of time
life became unbearable and
there was no one to be found
in the last few thoughts of my mind
I saw life
without me for a while
in the last few moments of life
I let go of the pain
and began to smile
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