Wednesday, December 16, 2020

So Far Down


The mild mannered
fuck off's screamed
and yelled fuck
off to us all.

Emancipating a
brand of slavery
blinded truth
to a fall.

Old days of
chanting in
the bitter
violence burn.

Countless ways of
taunting in
a tragic
insane turn.

Somewhere in a
backwards motion
I shifted into
a forwarding gesture.

The separation of
such rags spread
upon my feeble
and felonious vesture.

Smiling faces
grit their teeth
with vile jealousy.

No fucks given
is what I always
be telling me.

Look on past
it all because
I can't even try,
so I won't holla.

This needle got
me so far down
here in the depths
of hell you
can't follow.

I'm at that
point where you're
numb to it all
and you never cry.

The path that
only gives way
and finally ends
when I die.