memories came and went through osmosis it seems
permeated the darkness once again into the land of nightmares
and dreams
curtains closing are
calling on the line for a revisit to the past
i thought i had it all figured out, dammit man, i knew it
wouldn’t last
the scattered mind of broken narcissism and belief in nothing
more
wanting her mouth open and sucking while we are fucking on
the floor
embossed in a fluid motion that has no definition and no
meaning to it
i opened up while giving what was left of me and she just
said screw it
looking for thrills and pills to reduce the pain
realizing in disgust that my bad decisions prove i’m insane
another day, another let down and rejection squared equals this life of mine that should’ve been aborted
i once made sense of it all but the demons dance has left
it twisted and distorted
i can’t fly, i can’t see, i can’t move, i can’t speak
i have no answers and no more do i seek
it’s like one big joke when the radiation of the sun hits my
face making it all so clear
there is nothing left of me and the moments beyond life are
near
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