It made me insecure and jealous when she looked into my eyes. Her desire for my attention is what caught me by surprise. I've never been treated special or wanted by anyone. Every relationship I've known I have watched come undone. I'm trying to find peace so that I can bury the violence I am capable of. I keep searching for someone to choose me for that special gift of love. My Angel and I are keeping the faith that we'll find a home some day. A someone to love us because home is where your heart is they say.