How bittersweet it was losing you as a friend. How bittersweet it was that our love had to end. Our addictions were horrible but something we had to go through. For our transgressions we prayed for forgiveness, it's what we had to do. I can't believe you called me family but used me like a slave. After a long time coming it was you that couldn't seem to try and behave. We have already pieced us back together, over and over we tried. It's too difficult to face that everything between us has finally died. To save my sanity, I know what it is I have to do. I'm facing my fears and finally saying goodbye to you.