Why can't you realize that I know you are there and you can't read my gift? When did I do something to deserve this evil that you put in me and keep on torturing me with? When everyone involved becomes lab rats too I wonder what you'll do and how you'll feel. Thanks to too many drugs I made my mind unbreakable and solid as steel. I lived through your brainwashing and your attempt to reprogram my system of belief. Now it's only when I'm high as fuck or busting a nut that I feel a glimpse of relief. The constant puppetry of everything around would drive most humans insane. I have only endured it much better than others because my life's been nothing but pain.